I’m not good at apologizing. Not because I have a massive ego and can’t admit when I’m wrong, but I don’t like feeling stupid or like a failure, and having to say I’m sorry because I got something wrong or did something wrong just makes me feel like shit. It all ties into the FoF™ I have — Fear of Failure. I just don’t like looking stupid or uninformed or clumsy…..I have horrible self-esteem problems, and other people’s opinions of me matter more than they should. That’s why apologizing is so difficult. If I don’t apologize, I don’t have to admit I was wrong, and then the other person won’t think I’m an idiot. That’s really tortured logic, I know. It makes sense in my head, though.